Welcome to the site.
Now for your initial counseling session..
You have asked for admittance to the SF Mentor area... and you couldn't even capitalize SF in your intro. I'm one of the mentors,
Attention to detail young man, it's one of the keys to the profession you are attempting to join. Note the use of the word profession - you are striving to join the profession of arms and the "Quiet Professionals". Please read and follow all of the instructions in the Mentor section, do the initial assignments and be prepared to make me change my initial impression.