Faith knew, of course, that quitting the Army wasn’t as simple as turning in his resignation. There was an entire process, which included, among other things, face-to-face interviews with a general officer. It normally took about six months for the paperwork to go through, but Faith felt like he could ride that time out in the 116th Trans, at least he had MAJ Everly there.
That night, after his wife Linda returned from work, Faith gave her the news. It wasn’t a complete shock to her, since she of course knew that her husband was deeply dissatisfied with the Army and was looking hard at going to graduate school. But the timing seemed a bit… abrupt. She was a bit worried about the future, with only one income between them, but it was do-able if Scott got a scholarship and a part-time job while he was in school. This also meant that Linda would have to stay in the Army a couple years longer than the two of them expected, which wasn’t really a big deal since, unlike her husband, she was still pretty happy wearing the uniform.
Faith and his wife talked long into the evening. When she finally headed off to bed, Faith said awake, thinking and working. He finished up all of his graduate school applications, stamped the envelopes, and dropped them into the mailbox outside of his house. He also pulled out this latest OER, the one that was the last straw in his decision to quit the Army. He had, for a while, considered taking up the offer to compete for a position in the 16th SAVE. But with this eval, not only had his motivation to stay in the Army evaporated, he would never get accepted anyway.
By the time he finally made it to bed, it was well into the early hours of the morning. Although he tried to sleep, he couldn’t. He thought his mind would be at ease after taking the final step to leave the Army by submitting his letter of resignation, but he wasn’t. He was still in turmoil mentally. He had wanted to be in the Army his whole life, and now that it was finally over (well, almost over), he had a nagging suspicion that he wasn’t doing the right thing.
As time passed and the sun slowly began to creep up above the horizon, he took stock of his life. He decided to quit drinking, and he was going to do his utmost to control his temper. He was going to work hard in grad school, and he was going to do everything he could to make life easy for his wife, who was going to be the sole breadwinner for his family in the very near future. He drifted off shortly before his alarm rang to remind him it was time for PT. Slowly, Faith rose and got dressed, and then drove back in to work.