First off, thanks for all the amazing responses all around. I feel spoiled.
I spent the last few weeks being terribly sick and it really did zap the motivation out of me. My gut told me to stick with the 03 contract and that my chance will come eventually. A contract seemed like the right idea but it just didn't feel right. Heck, I felt ashamed for some reason. I wasn't sure how to respond to the great advice you guys have given me or if I should even reply at all.
Well, it turns out that I should really trust my gut more. Thanks to Teufel, SOI East guys will get a chance to try out for Recon now. It's an enormous opportunity and it almost seems like a dream. I ship next week on the 7th and all I have to say is that I'm pretty darn excited.
Thanks again everyone, all of your replies contributed to that gut feeling in some way or another.