I've decided to DEP-loss from my 18X contract and Reno for 11X.
There are lots of reasons. The 2 biggest being my security clearance and my attitude.
I did things through my high school career that I shouldn't have. That among other things I was told to omit from my security interveiw. I did. Regardless of who told me to it was my choice, obviously knew it was wrong and went through it just the same. The Navy and Air Force had turned me away for my traffic violations, so when the Army took me and was going to give me a shot at what I truly wanted I wasn't going to let anything mess that up. Digging my hole deeper yet. I am going to reno my contract, be more truthful about things going in and start off not worrying about a security clearance. Hopefully one day ill be able to qualify for one but as of now I don't see it happening.
As far as my attitude. I fully understood the chances of me making it through weren't very high but I never really thought about it. Im going to walk into the Army and act as though I deserve a place among their most elite because? Because why? I couldn't answer that think until I can I need to choose a different path. Get my feet wet before I decide to go swimming.
Im young and my attitude towards things as seen on some of my posts here shows I have some maturing to do and if my main goal is to become a professional I should take time to build up to that instead of assuming I can be one just because I got invited to tryouts.
Thanks everyone for your help.