I am a 20 year old sophomore in college majoring in communications. My original plan was to get my Bachelors and enlist. But upon my 20th birthday I realized that school wasn't my dream, it was my parents dream. I have to do what I have to do for myself. Fuck college, it isnt for me right now. I am in the library at the moment and all I see is students studying to be lawyers and accountants; that sort of thing. Well fuck that. They're dream is to sit in an office and make 6 figures. That is simply not my dream. Im here looking up SOF workouts and the best option for ridding cartilage out of my knee cap so I can continue to train. My fellow classmates honestly want to be accountants and the like; I realized not too long ago that I am in the wrong race. I am in a race that wish to bow out of. Surely no one who wins anything in life does so because they are pushed to do so. The only thing that motivates me is SF. So, as of 11/1/12 I decided to forgo my career in mass comm. and train for my career in the military.
I ran track in school(distance) so stamina was always my strong suit. I am, however, a skinny MF! I gained 10 pounds since I decided to follow my dream. I went from 145 lbs to 155 lbs. My goal is to enlist next November at 175 lbs solid muscle. My PT as of today is:
PU:67----SU:98----PullUp:20 2 mile??? I havnt ran since last january due to the overuse injury I incurred while training for the Marin Corpse half marathon (Quantico). My goal is to score a perfect 300 by the time I get to basic which I undoubtedly will accomplish.
I've always been interested in the military,being a military brat and living over seas I was raised by military people. I understand now the difference in civilian parents and military parents but thats another story. For most of my life I have been isolated, beit living in Germany or having strict ass parents, I have always been strong willed. As you may be able to tell from my name, I am black. However, I am used to being the only black guy in a given group. From age 6 to 14 I played Ice Hockey. I was always one of the best players on my teams, but I was so innocent I never understood that my race matted; likely do to living overseas for so long. It wasn't until I got to highschool and was smacked in the face with racism that I fully grasped the impact of being black in a white sport. I remember sitting on the bench awaiting my line shift when a player who was sitting next to me turned to me and said "you know, you look like you belong on the Cosby show" I looked at him and punched him dead in the face. I got kicked off the team and looked down at by alot of people at the rink that day. From then on I went from happy go lucky to very serious about life and my future. That combined with my older brothers death in Iraq made me seriously consider the military. When I looked at SF, I fell in love with the mission and immediately knew that it was/is for me.
Many of you may look at my name and think "Who the fuck is this asshole and who does he think he is!!!??" In my intro, which is not as in depth as this, I stated the reasons behind my name. It is simple really, my high school lacrosse coach and Vietnam vet, knew of my aspirations and because of my personality on and off the field named me "black rambo". Ive held many nicknames, but I like that one. I have always stood out ini a crowd, for reasons I dont understand, maybe I subject myself to criticism, but I dont know. I dont claim to have all the answers. But I do know that Special Forces is meant for people like me, and it is my responsibility to prove it to myself and to the people that matter. My intentions are to be the best man I can be, the best teammate I can be, and in due time, the best father I can be.
This is a great site and this mentor program is a great idea.
