@carlo amedio
Stop stop stop....just stop.
Let me ask you a question:
When was the last time you went and did PT?
Do you know the exact standards for doing a correct sit up or push up?
How many pull ups can you do CORRECTLY ?
What exactly did you do for PT?
What exactly are you doing to better yourself physically?
Have you learned the Ranger Creed?
Have you memorized it completely?
Do you know your Ranger History? And if so, how well?
History of the Regiment? And if so, how well?
Do you have a copy of the Ranger Handbook?
Have you even looked at one or what's in it?
Have you memorized Major Roger's Standing Orders?
This isn't even the half of it. The points I'm making is according to your intro, you want an Option 40, correct?
You want the Brass Ring. Something that will be the hardest and cruelest thing you have ever done, to yourself, mind and body.
Spend more time reading, learning, practicing and applying yourself and making proper use of time management to do everything you can to prepare. You will never be prepared enough once and if you ever reach the pavement at RASP. You will hit the ground running. Guys all around you will start falling by the wayside.
Will you be that guy? Or will you be that guy that has done his homework, and everything within his power to make it all the way through, from beginning until.......
This is just food for thought. You need to do a serious self assessment of where you're at and where you want to be. And just how bad you want to succeed.
No need to answer each question here.
Just a simple "Roger that" will do.