Alright, guy. I am trying to be nice about this, but I am running out of patience at this point. I want to highlight one thing.Only time will tell at this point. I'm not even physically capable of getting in currently so it's neither here nor there at the moment. While I'm usually a planner, I'm going in to this a little differently. If I fail out, I'll figure it out then, but this is a huge commitment that deserves 100% of my attention without the backup plan getting in the way.
Your bolded statement highlights exactly why I am beginning to be frustrated with you.
"100% commitment to an endeavor" means logically looking at all outcomes and planning appropriately. COA development, war gaming, analysis and a mature acceptance of appropriate contingency planning are all signs of "100% commitment to an endeavor".
"I'll figure it out when I get there" after multiple attempts by multiple people to guide you in the right direction displays immaturity, inability to be coached/trained, and overconfidence. Those traits are counterproductive to a special operations candidate at your level. That's the nice way of saying it.