Yesterday I got a message from an officer who used to work from me when she was a captain. She was on a plane to Europe to support... whatever it is we're doing there right now. It was an interesting feeling being the one back in the rear when other people are heading out. I felt anxious and uncertain in ways I never did when I was the one doing the deploying.
I didn't even bring it up but my wife told me she knows I would go, if it wasn't for kid's. She's seen in a few times in me with recent events. It's hard to fight that urge.